Oh, this so sad. Noooo, Pieter, don't blame yourself, there's nothing you could have done. D: I feel so bad for him ... to lose Michael and to have to carry all that guilt around, too.

I love the image of him clinging to Charlie, his last comfort, although it's so sad.

And this line is beautiful:

The rain mingled with Pieter's tears.

*sniff* ;.;